Credo


by Cat Sellers

i don't have a god out there
taking care of me.


my god lives inside of
not next to
me
in this body
of flesh and bone mainly water
not a building made of stone


my god is the newborn
naked helpless powerful determined


my god is the color of pencils
the lure
teasing my soul


my god is the music filling up
my head
to where there is no more space left
for anything


my god is the wisdom
my children teach me
from knowledge long forgotten


my god is laughter dancing
touch
fingertips on skin a kiss


my god is the owl
silent
wings spread wide
when i fall

 

my god is the dolphin
somersaulting over waves
bringing me up
to the surface
when i drown


my god is the fire fly
keeping the dark lit
just enough
for me
not to crash


my god is in the eyes of a wolf
fixed on me not letting go
until i stop
running
into the cold


my god knows the pain
only i can feel
my god knows the sorrow
only i can see
my god knows
death
and is not afraid


my god is in the hoof beat of horses
free
making my heart jump
as i join in their joy


my god is in the velvet paw of a cat
hiding
razor sharp claws


my god is in the rose and in the thorn

 

my god is the vision
where i find my self
when i am lost


my god does not want to let me go

 


my God is Love.